I hate type 1 diabetes. And I don't even care if you guys think I'm wrong for focusing on such a repulsing feeling. I hate it. Hate hate hate it. It's taken over 5 years of my life and I hate it. Sure I've gotten used to it by now. Sure it could be worse. But I still have it, and I still hate it. Whenever I want to eat I have to take insulin via needle! shot! in! my! arm! or! leg! or! hip! I can't even exercise without the risk OF MAYBE PASSING OUT. It's hard for me to really do sports or anything because I might have to just stop. SOMETIMESS (and this is like THE BEST part.) I wake up at 3am dizzy and naucious with my heart racing and I have to take sugar and food and wait for my blood sugar to go back up, which kinda messes up this whole "sleeping" thing I like to do. I hate that. I hate having really high blood sugar for no reason. And getting headaches because of the high bloodsugar. I hate having to prick myself with a needle to get blood to check how high my blood sugar is. I haaate it.
sorry for the long bitter rant. I know it could totally be worse.