read this please? 01/25/12

for some reason I wanted to write about things


I am trying to be nicer. Because I am a jerk sometimes, not on purpose, but that's how I come off. People have told me this. People have told me this multiple times but no matter how hard I try I still act like a jerk?? If you feel I am mean to you or anyone else don't be hesitant to tell me about it. Because I can assure you that I probably do like you. (I say probably because I really don't like the 7 year old noobs who are like "OMGGGGGIGIGIGIGI I WANT FANTG STAARZ" but most of you obviously don't fall under that category.) So yeahh...also, I know sometimes I don't reply fast enough/not at all. I don't know why I do this. I see someone posting something directed towards me and I make a mental note to reply but then I forget. I really am trying! (I read all of the posts on my art thread too and I really appreciate them.) I also feel like this makes me a bad moderator. I don't do enough, at least I don't feel I do. Like, I feel like I am doing a crappy job and that I should just be demoted and someone else should be a mod? Idk. I'm just insecure about myself lately. Anyway, enough about that.

I just wanted to get that out of my system because it is all I can think about lately and uguuuuuuuuuuu thank you for reading this

abbey dont try just do what you can
your not mean those people just like to judge

Abbey, you are a wonderful moderator. I have been on a lot of forums where the mods don't care at all about their relationship with the forum community. You also do your job extremely well. As an insecure person myself, I know that saying this probably won't help, but just remember that there would probably be a massive uproar if you were ever demoted.

I have the same problem with people. >.< Apparently, I'm negative and pessimistic? I counter people too much. Anyway, you seem to be doing a fine job. I haven't read one negative comment about you and your moderating skills.

That's a lie; you're not mean at all. You're a great mod and you have been doing a great job at it. (:

Your a great, mod, Abbey! Don't think negative.

Don't think like that D:
You're an awesome, creative, hardworking, and fantastic mod and artist Abbey CCC:

Makki inspired you to write this eh?
Well, one thing to say, I don't believe you're being mean, and no worries, I always forget to reply on things. I forget to even check my Facebook most of the time.
No worries, you shouldn't get demoted, and you're a pretty, nice, and fantastic mod c:

N wrote:

That's a lie; you're not mean at all. You're a great mod and you have been doing a great job at it. (:

What N said.... Abbey, please don't be so negative! All the mods on here do a GREAT job!

Abbey your a great moderator,you were always q great one,your not mean,your really nice (:

If you're mean, I am like, Sauron. You are awesome.