Best Friends... Forever? A TRUE story.

Kayla. I burst out in tears, again. Kayla, Kayla, Kayla. My ex-best friend. I wheeze and cough, unable to breathe. Oh well. If I die, I don't care. Now that she's gone, what do I have to live for? But I manage to catch my breath eventually. I grab another tissue and blow my nose, dry my eyes. But that just makes more tears flow. Why did this have to happen to me? I sigh and rip up the tissue. It's been over a year and I still cant get over the loss of my best friend. We did everything together. We were always laughing with each other. I cant even remember fighting with her, ever. She was perfect for me. No one else could compare. I will never meet someone so great ever again. We shared all our secrets, even the embarrassing ones. You may think I'm overreacting, and exaggerating. Well I'm not. If you've ever lost a best friend you'd understand the pain. The sorrow. But if you haven't... your lucky. Maybe this will help you imagine what I'm going through.
We went to camel beach together. Hung out all summer. Would visit each other's houses all the time after school, all the time on the weekends. We had double and triple sleepovers. When she cried, I cried. When I was happy, she was happy. We were like 2 halves of the same heart. Peanut butter and jelly. Best friends, forever. Or so we thought. Our moms got in this huge fight, and one day I came home from school and my mom sat down with me and broke the news. Kayla's mom didn't want me and her to see, or even talk to each other anymore. Not on the phone, not online, we couldn't even write letters to each other. Sometimes I feel angry but mostly... emptiness and hurt. It's really hard to cope with. I emailed her one day after the incident. She replied, and I sent another letter. But after that, she didn't reply again. I still email but get nothing in return. The last time I talked to her was on a website for kids. I went on and saw she was online. I was overjoyed and went to her to talk. Tell her how much I missed her, and new gossip. But she only said this. "I'm sorry. I miss you. But I cant talk to you. My mom will kill me." That was it. I... after that... Depression came. Its mostly gone now, but I still think about her occasionally. I think about all the what ifs. What if we meet again in the future? What if our moms become friends again? Things like that. Even though I know its just not going to happen... I cant help it.
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All of that was true... i have nothing more to say. </3

Omygawsh...this is sad!

*tear* I had a fight with my BFF too, but we made up.
I suggest you should call Kayla's mom and talk it out with her, or ask your mother why can't they just make-up and be friends again. Tell both moms how you feel, I trust you they will listen.
Maybe you guys will be one whole heart again <3
@merry mayu all you have to say?

I know how you feel. I had a best friend, we were just like you and yours But then someone came and changed everything. My friend would only hang out with her, not even talking to me. (It happened in october, nothing has changed) I told my mom about that and I am not allowed to talk to my friend. Not like she would anyway...Well you get the point. I know how you feel, and it is hard. Tell your parents that you want to be with your friend again, and you want them to say sorry or something. Just because they might not like your friends parents, does not mean that your friend should not be with you. I hope everything gets better.

Christmas Tree wrote:

I know how you feel. I had a best friend, we were just like you and yours But then someone came and changed everything. My friend would only hang out with her, not even talking to me. (It happened in october, nothing has changed) I told my mom about that and I am not allowed to talk to my friend. Not like she would anyway...Well you get the point. I know how you feel, and it is hard. Tell your parents that you want to be with your friend again, and you want them to say sorry or something. Just because they might not like your friends parents, does not mean that your friend should not be with you. I hope everything gets better.

I've had many friendships where another person comes and messes everything up... trust me. My mom knows how upset I am but like I said its been over a year and its just too late. My mom said nothing will change probably no matter what. But, recently my mom had to talk to Kayla's mom about a financial issue and they were friendly with each other... Still not going to change anything though, sadly...

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*tear* I had a fight with my BFF too, but we made up.
I suggest you should call Kayla's mom and talk it out with her, or ask your mother why can't they just make-up and be friends again. Tell both moms how you feel, I trust you they will listen.

One time, I called her but her mom answered. I choked up and backed down because I just couldn't do it. My mom told me not to even try it anyways because it wouldn't change anything. :c

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One time, I called her but her mom answered. I choked up and backed down because I just couldn't do it. My mom told me not to even try it anyways because it wouldn't change anything. :c

Well, then try again. Next time your mom says "don't even try anyways, it's not going to work," just reply "why?"

Well, Just get over with that because I really know its so hard to leave your best friend but..maybe she is just not your best friend. I also have a best friend since when we are still a kindergarten we are already friends. Until last year ( last year is we are grade 5. See how far we've been friends ) but then she got a another friends then broke up with me as a friend. >.> then I just move on~..

And yeah, Your story is making me cry! Give me some tissue also! TISSUE! its now flowing ! the waters in my eyes! are salty.!. :>

*crying a river* That's so sad! You must be going through so much...I wish I could do something to help.

I know what you are going through my BFF or so I thought. Disappeared forgot about me I cried in my room for weeks. Your story is so sad I almost cried. I hope your mom and her mom will be friends again because this is unfair for you and Kayla.