farewell, my friends. [160318]

I slammed the
newspaper on the coffee table after reading what happened last night.
Last night... someone disappeared in this forest. You know... this
forest is weird. When you go there .. you hear screams. Nobody knows
why. People started guessing why in this forest there are screams. Some
said that people who disappeared in that forest where locked somewhere
and starts screaming, and some said that that forest is haunted. And
even one of those people said that it was a prank from someone and that
prank is to put a voice clip of screams up in a tree!! This really
annoyed me. I snapped out of my thinking when the waitress gave me the
bill. I payed her and went out of the coffee shop and started walking
down the street. Wind blew in my face, making my chocolate brown hair
fly behind me. Chills went through my spine, which caused me to wrap my
hands around me. I kept walking...and walking... and walking. I was deep
in thought that I couldn't track time. I heard a horn beside me and
someone yelled my name. I turned my head and found my friend Kevin.
Kevin is my friend; he has brown hair with greyish eyes, he is tall and
lean, He has a pale skin as if you are looking at a white paper. I
smiled at him and said "Hey" "Come in!" He told me "It sure cold here!"
"Well...yeah
it is" That's was I said before I hopped inside his car. Warmth greeted
me and the smell of coffee filled the air. He started driving forward.
"So where were you going to?" He asked me suddenly.
"I don't know" I replied shrugging, while looking out of the window. Snow started falling down.
"Really? Because it looks like you were heading to the haunted forest"
"Oh my god! not again, Kevin!"

After a couple of minutes of him calming himself down, the corridors were silent, leaving a ringing sound in Baekhyun's ears. He realized how it's actually a messed up hallucination of his. He knew the reasons, not the exact ones but close, yet he didn't seek help. Like getting stuck in a deep pit, he couldn't get out of his misery. All what he needed was help. You can't get out without help.

He knew coming here was a bad idea, a very bad one. Why must he keep his suffering go on till the very end? A person with such state seemed like a hopeless case, but we all know he has so much left for him. He plans and maps, places to go and discover. A small, lonely soul just wanted to find it's way through a maze of never ending options and decisions. One day, he might find a dead-end, but when will he ever know? A dead-end within a maze is visible within your five sense, but in real life... it's a meeting. A meeting between a soul and death.

A whole big universe and adventures is waiting ahead of him, but he chose to get stuck in a point of his life, repeating it over and over like a broken cassette. The real question is; will that broken cassette ever stop? Sometimes such complex questions can be answered with another question; will it ever be fixed? Sadly, cassettes can't fix themselves; they need someone to fix them.

A human soul is like a cassette. It displays many emotions and feelings through out its experiences in life, sharing it with others. These emotions always leave a story behind. As in, there would always be a reason that causes such emotion to be triggered in your body. Cassettes can get broken along the way, just like human souls. They're fragile, and they need help. Some of them scream despair in their eyes, just wanting a person -- whether it was a stranger, relative, friend, or boyfriend/girlfriend -- to help them.

Sadly, and unfortunately, Baekhyun was one of them. Even the dead can have their tasks and misery. Even the dead can go through hell. Even the dead can get stuck in the past. Baekhyun, a wander-less soul, is emotionally dead inside.