I swear I'm about to just go and kill. 12/20

... Sorry I have no idea what the date is :l

So I'm at my grandparents, and well my grandpa just got back home an hour ago. He's been in the hospital for two weeks and they kept him because they needed to find out what a growth on his pancreas was.

Well he didn't tell us so I assumed all was well but I overheard him mention 6 weeks of chemo theropy. I was about to cry right then and there because well that's what you get when you have cancer and pancreatic cancer has the highest FREAKING MORTALITY RATE. Meaning he'd be lucky as heck to survive. and if anything he probably would have it in his kidney by now and he said himself that if that was so the doctors would have not much else to do.

I'm really not sure if he has it but I would never ask, I needa stay strong and happy and keep him comfortable if he has it but my god he shouldn't have to deal with that.

so yes I'm furiously sad and wouldn't mind killing something right now :l

I hope he gets better soon; I wish the best for you and you family. :n

It's the 21st, by the way.

Thanks ani, I wouldn't be on the computer if it wasn't for that because I can't talk to my little sister and brother because it might scare them and I wouldn't dare ask my grandpa to say it's true because I'd burst out crying right there and then and it make him sad too :<

So I said it on the forum where I can at least get it out and not feel all to bad anymore.

I pray for the best <3 god bless!

Awh Relora...
Thats terrible. I hope your grandpa will be okay.
Im sure that staying strong for your grandpa will really help him.

That's horrible! I really hope that your grandfather will recover somehow.