I've been doing alot of transferring and studying.Since all you guys probally know im 11 and in a few months ill be starting academy! (im in scotland you dont understand. It holds 11-18 year olds and ive been wrapped up in it all because summer vacation starts in like 3 weeks for me then i will never be Back at Primary ever again. so our school has been doing alot of work and everything and all the Primary 7 pupils have to do tests (me) for the academy. argh. In my free time I've been practising my Art and Acting.As plenty of you know my love of drama and art. c; I've missed you guys SOOOOO much. Another reason i havent been on. Alot of my bestfriends on this forum (older users) quit. I feel kind of alone now because all the newer users stick together, Yes i know we are all friends but it feels weird to come back after months of being off, because you arent around the faces you used to see, Yeah you will understand when it happens to you >.< And well yeah i've changed so much. Im no longer acting like a kid, (thats what my Mum says, She says im all grown up now) Plus i was popular in my old school and now since i moved schools (because some stupid boys found it funny to play with my "private things" from my old school when i was alone) No one likes me that much, Im the class "nerd" THe class "unwanted" And i feel invisible right now due to all of that, I made friends then they left me to be "popular" I've been alone the past few months, Hunting for somebody that DOES care. I tried wearing make-up to fit in, They all called me (a bad name) and said all i wanted was to be a (bad name) When we get changed in the school changing rooms they pick on me because of my "appearence" Because my body shape isnt filling out as much as "them" soo yeah.
Im addicted to panic! at the disco, THey are the best band ever.
Im sorry for being inactive ive just been depressed, sad, busy and lonely. SO yeahhh How have you guys been?