Sorry I'm putting two topics in one...
Yesterday I just lost my temper. We had a half a free period in Maths, because our teacher had to take leave or something. And so the Class Prefect had to mind. Our maths teacher is our class teacher s'well, and she invented group leaders and stuff. One person has to mind 3-4 people in his or her group. If he or she's not doing it well, the class prefect will note down the name of the group leader, give it to our teacher, who'll give us a black dot which goes in the report card. And what's even worse is I'm group leader of Sameer, Nitai and Devdas. I thought Devdas was quiet and could set an example for them, but Smriti, a friend, kept poking me and complaining Devdas was turning back and talking.
That's when I lost it. I thought Devdas would be no trouble at all, and I started yelling at him for ten minutes on how he had to set an example for those two.
Finally, the class prefect came over and had to note down my name. But thankfully Devdas had shut up.
Finally a teacher came, and gave us a few maths sums, but S&N kept talking.
G.SC Period. It turns out our teacher was absent, so another substitute. We could do anything we liked. And so I started doing craft, and then Nitai turned back. I shouted at him until my throat ached, and then Sameer just had to touch my craft materials.
I burst. I had to blow. I yelled at Sameer, then put my head down and started crying. Everyone noticed this but good thing was they didn't pay much attention to it.
HELP! This is the last straw. My eyes are brimming with tears everytime I think of this. Yesterday I had a nightmare. HEEELP!