i hope you feel better. my cat disney, is peeing everywhere and he wot go in the littler box. we are taking him to the vet. we will have to sell him if he is fine, and if he has something he will need med. if it is bad, than he might go. if disney go's a part of me go's. i know how you feel, i get so sad too. my friend had a dog that died on christmas. just be happy it did not die on a holiday. well, i hope you feel better, knowing your not alone.